My smile

My smile, where do you go
when the world around has one
I can't even hold you fake
My smile,i love you when
you rise unawaited
that others realize im happy
It hurts me when I search for you
when my pals want you
Its tough when i need to hide you
when my emotions overflow
Its cruel when I show you
when my emotions say I cry
Its naughty when I smile
when my mind says I lie
Those days I smiled true
remain memories that are through
Those days I smiled big
though reasons I had to dig
My smile,I remember you now
not because you once made me alive
but because you are now unseen.....