Wednesday 2 December 2015

The love of a mother

They said she can’t be a mother
She can’t sing a lullaby
She is not lucky, they whispered
Her mother cried, father said no word
Her love hugged her tight
She felt low,her tears tough to comfort

Thinking of her dreams that will never happen
She burst out into tears
Her dreams of holding her baby
The cry and laughs of her tot
The Lullaby and the sleepless nights
The beautiful moments with her child.

Days moved, she lost her smile
Lost herself in dreams only
Watched the babies out cry
Loved to hear their laughter
Loved looking the toys around

The next door baby, she held him close
Just holding him gave her life
The little hands, legs hitting, the eyes
Just the baby’s touch
Gave her the love of a lifetime

Sometimes she cried out loud
Hugged him tight and said nothing
But that one day, she felt happy
Happy that her prayers were heard
Her lullaby's to be sung

They said she is holding her tot in her tummy
They said she is going to be a mother
They whispered she is lucky
Her eyes happier than ever before
She hugged him tight and said nothing





Thursday 5 November 2015

Left

Born as the lucky charm,
Daddy’s girl, mom’s dearest,
She had the best smile,
She was cute and beautiful
Keeping the home lively,
She was a charming pampered princess.

She grew as a young lady,
More beautiful she was
She met new people, visited new places
But still grew within her dad’s arms
Never rebuked but always pampered

Wedding bells rang
Married a young handsome guy
With lots of childish dreams and hopes
Dreams of getting more pampered,
More love and more freedom,
She loved him, so did he
All eyes admired her beauty
But somewhere she forgot her duty
Of being a wife, of being a lady.

A baby was born,
But she could never pamper him
As she wanted to get pampered
Sometimes more than her own little lad
All eyes still admired her beauty
But somewhere she forgot her duty
Of being a mother, of being a lady.
That day when her father left her,
She became more adamant, more irresponsible
That thought of her lost father’s love haunted her
She forgot her duty,
Of being a wife, of being a mother.
She was called insane
She was called stupid
Her man left her, with her only tot,
He left her forever,
Forever that she was alone
With no one to admire
With no one to pamper

Wednesday 12 August 2015

Sometimes


Sometimes I wished that
My words were sharp
That It touches someone’s heart
Sometimes I wished that
My words were always heard
That It meant what my mind referred
Sometimes I wished that
My words were valued
That It never meant a foolish talk
Sometimes I wished that
My words broke the silence
That It showed care for someone
Sometimes I wished that
My words were soft
That it never hurts someone

Sunday 17 May 2015

The Road

She sat beside the road
Dull faced, unhappy smile
World looked happier except her
She broke into tears
There was no one to hear
She wept silently
A man, not rich, not handsome
Came to her, from an unknown world
From an unknown place
Watched her for hours from a distance
Came to her, closer and more
Hugged her and smiled
Her sorrows understood
Not from her words but from her eyes
Her world became more colorful
More colorful than the world
Her wishes fulfilled unasked
She looked beautiful, smiling always
Even the hot sun smiled at her
She watched her shadow
 Walking along with his
The rains held them tight
 Together under one umbrella
She did not fear the dark
He was always there for her
She never noted anybody around
It was all him
Days passed but unexpected he said
He must leave, leave her forever
She hugged him tight
She cried aloud
She held his hand and
Did not allow him to leave
But he left, without a hug
Without a word, without any promises
To an unknown world,
To an unknown place,
Again she sat beside the same road
Dull faced and an unhappy smile

The world looked happier than ever..

Sunday 10 May 2015

The other side

From a colorful street
I could see the other side
though another colorful 'other side'
but not colorful as this side
There were no borders but
I knew I will have to reach there soon
I know they would never like me
I know they have a smile, but never from their hearts
I know they are beautiful, but not from their hearts
I know they laugh, but not from their hearts
I know they will love my silence
Even the nature gave a good look, but not from her heart
Days passed I was about to reach the other side
I stopped, held my breath
Thought I cannot move, but I moved
Moved with a sigh and reached
Now the other side looked more beautiful
It was more beautiful than ever
I could feel It; I could remember the other side
The other side which made me happy
But never knew it could make me happy
Only for those few days of my life
I do not belong there
It does not want me anymore
It doesn't miss me anymore
I knew its always an ‘other side’
And I do not belong there
Wish I could be there again,
Far that I never reach this side......

Tuesday 28 April 2015

My smile

My smile, where do you go
when the world around has one
I can't even hold you fake
My smile,i love you when
you rise unawaited
that others realize im happy
It hurts me when I search for you
when my pals want you
Its tough when i need to hide you
when my emotions overflow
Its cruel when I show you
when my emotions say I cry
Its naughty when I smile
when my mind says I lie
Those days I smiled true
remain memories that are through
Those days I smiled big
though reasons I had to dig
My smile,I remember you now
not because you once made me alive
but because you are now unseen.....

Friday 17 April 2015

Darkness

I could see light even during the night
I could see me smile even during a fight
I could see clearly though things were not bright
I felt free even when the world was holding me tight
It was one day I realized I was moving away from light
I was moving away from my smile
I was moving away from others
I was moving against the right
I thought I was happy
I never knew future was not this
I never knew I missed the light’s kiss
This day I realized light is miles away
This day I realized I had left it
This day I realise I am in complete darkness