Wednesday, 12 August 2015

Sometimes


Sometimes I wished that
My words were sharp
That It touches someone’s heart
Sometimes I wished that
My words were always heard
That It meant what my mind referred
Sometimes I wished that
My words were valued
That It never meant a foolish talk
Sometimes I wished that
My words broke the silence
That It showed care for someone
Sometimes I wished that
My words were soft
That it never hurts someone

Sunday, 17 May 2015

The Road

She sat beside the road
Dull faced, unhappy smile
World looked happier except her
She broke into tears
There was no one to hear
She wept silently
A man, not rich, not handsome
Came to her, from an unknown world
From an unknown place
Watched her for hours from a distance
Came to her, closer and more
Hugged her and smiled
Her sorrows understood
Not from her words but from her eyes
Her world became more colorful
More colorful than the world
Her wishes fulfilled unasked
She looked beautiful, smiling always
Even the hot sun smiled at her
She watched her shadow
 Walking along with his
The rains held them tight
 Together under one umbrella
She did not fear the dark
He was always there for her
She never noted anybody around
It was all him
Days passed but unexpected he said
He must leave, leave her forever
She hugged him tight
She cried aloud
She held his hand and
Did not allow him to leave
But he left, without a hug
Without a word, without any promises
To an unknown world,
To an unknown place,
Again she sat beside the same road
Dull faced and an unhappy smile

The world looked happier than ever..

Sunday, 10 May 2015

The other side

From a colorful street
I could see the other side
though another colorful 'other side'
but not colorful as this side
There were no borders but
I knew I will have to reach there soon
I know they would never like me
I know they have a smile, but never from their hearts
I know they are beautiful, but not from their hearts
I know they laugh, but not from their hearts
I know they will love my silence
Even the nature gave a good look, but not from her heart
Days passed I was about to reach the other side
I stopped, held my breath
Thought I cannot move, but I moved
Moved with a sigh and reached
Now the other side looked more beautiful
It was more beautiful than ever
I could feel It; I could remember the other side
The other side which made me happy
But never knew it could make me happy
Only for those few days of my life
I do not belong there
It does not want me anymore
It doesn't miss me anymore
I knew its always an ‘other side’
And I do not belong there
Wish I could be there again,
Far that I never reach this side......

Tuesday, 28 April 2015

My smile

My smile, where do you go
when the world around has one
I can't even hold you fake
My smile,i love you when
you rise unawaited
that others realize im happy
It hurts me when I search for you
when my pals want you
Its tough when i need to hide you
when my emotions overflow
Its cruel when I show you
when my emotions say I cry
Its naughty when I smile
when my mind says I lie
Those days I smiled true
remain memories that are through
Those days I smiled big
though reasons I had to dig
My smile,I remember you now
not because you once made me alive
but because you are now unseen.....

Friday, 17 April 2015

Darkness

I could see light even during the night
I could see me smile even during a fight
I could see clearly though things were not bright
I felt free even when the world was holding me tight
It was one day I realized I was moving away from light
I was moving away from my smile
I was moving away from others
I was moving against the right
I thought I was happy
I never knew future was not this
I never knew I missed the light’s kiss
This day I realized light is miles away
This day I realized I had left it
This day I realise I am in complete darkness

Sunday, 12 April 2015

Search

Don’t really know where I lost me
The real me...
A Feeling of not being free
My smiles sham, hiding what I am
My actions weak, unknowing what I seek
My words not from heart, an unknown art
My weep I hide, even that being denied
My wishes not told, mind never bold
I keep searching for me
my search others may never see......

Remembering You



Those few hours when I sat beside you
Remembering those moments not few
You held my hands, walking along the streets
Forgetting you will have painful feet
You always bought some toy
So that I play, you watch and enjoy
We often fight and later forget
Your stories many times heard, you talk till I yawn
All my b’days wished, though yours sometimes missed
You take me to the hotel when ain’t hungry  But i knew you were
You never stop waiting at the gate, even if I say I might be late
You stood in that crowded bus, made sure I was seated in that rush
But ‘Achacha’, I can’t believe you’ll
Never call me on my b’day,
Never fight for no reason
Never wait till I sleep
Never talk to me again
And never be alive again......